okay start over. this is who i am. this is. this. and you. i meant. i said. fuck. i fucked it all up i always say the wrong thing. i am not impenetratable. i am in love. and unworthy. because i am so cowardly. and fall for the lie. over and over. "i'm better off than a thousand miles away." don't take the time to miss me. you won't.

fall for me. fall. fall. fall. fall. fall. fucking fall.

fuck. fall.

fall.

god.

fall.

tip. break. cry. bite. breath don't breath. break. lead me on. oh it's okay.

fall . here i fall.

as you are- AS YOU ARE.

who are you.

never will get that.