i feel like this week is something special. this day? tomorrow? i have a feeling about this day and i am not going to lose it because fuck if i lose anything else again soon.

fuck.

in reference to 10.10.03's entry: oh and i am getting really old.

i can tell because i am usually so lonely and confused feeling. and my life has taken many turns lately, so that i am only ever doing adult things. and laughing at adult jokes. and not sleeping with hot young scenesters. what?!??! i need to get out. i need to get out. i need. yeah i - okay.

this anxiety will be supressed easily with a little thrift store romance.

happening in 5, 4, 3, 2...