the secrets: emily and i did not match. there was a song/band guessing game at lilly's and i lost a pbr over it. we decided to drink. there were fireworks. mike (not skinny) pretended to take his pants off for me. camden and me and emily and red and ciara went swimming in james' pool. there were races, jumping/diving contests, and a man who sat on his porch and watched us while playing music real loud and i thought he was djing our pool party. em was the only one with a bathing suit. i swam with tights on. ciara and i beat red and emily in chicken. (which is amazing, considering we weighed less and were shorter. i think it was camden's cheer techniques). funny sounds when the water's cool. emily swam to deep in for pee. i got grossed out. james got home and he was like, 'wha'? and i was like, 'umm. yeah, i was waiting for you and we decided to jump in the pool, and now i'm not drunk anymore'? and he was like, 'sleepover' and then me: 'i'm going home to get dry and warm and then yes i will sleep over'... and then stuff. there was no sex because ciara is my new sex therapist and she is making me into more of a woman than i could have ever dreamed of.

tonight is our band's first practice..........