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04.27.2017 - -
04.27.2017 - -
04.27.2017 - -
10.01.2015 - baltimore richmond
09.25.2015 - we talk about molestation and suicide
07.25.2015 - fuck your name
05.27.2015 - you vs. him
02.28.2015 - tie a yellow ribbon
01.14.2015 - the worst taste in my mouth can never be expelled
01.07.2015 - What hurdle? You have hit to be kidding, this is relief.
11.12.2014 - finally it has happened to me right in front of my face and i just can not hide it.
09.12.2014 - phone sex for the first time in years
08.30.2014 - Nothing's the same.
08.12.2014 - It's been 23 nights since my last confession:
07.20.2014 - The minimal action I need to take to be able to move forward:
07.13.2014 - Practice
06.25.2014 - No matter what
06.25.2014 - Today is going to be difficult
06.19.2014 - 15 calf raises
06.01.2014 - Today I held a huge gun.
05.30.2014 - storm with winds at 500mph
04.01.2014 - confident ocean stream
03.31.2014 - Welcome back
08.04.2013 - each time i try i break down and cry
06.18.2013 - songs with lyrics
01.21.2013 - wave
01.14.2013 - ciabatta
01.14.2013 - ciabatta
12.28.2012 - ledesordrecestmoi
12.13.2012 - you've gotta settle for less...
11.06.2012 - Food Poisoning
11.02.2012 - $20 Vacation Dream
09.21.2012 - mpy yjsy gst pgg
08.03.2012 - strange brew kill what's inside of you
08.03.2012 - -
07.31.2012 - whatever dude no sense in trying to hide the bare facts
07.02.2012 - the need to know of our secure future.
05.19.2012 - stop snoring
03.17.2012 - you know
03.14.2012 - i noticed the comet with bleach
03.12.2012 - while we are in the process of defending others' sexy looks:
02.05.2012 - stanley james simpson
02.05.2012 - stanley james simpson
12.31.2011 - o js[[rm yp ;ppl fsmfu om drwiomd/
11.10.2011 - if i could speak,
10.08.2011 - drawing board
08.27.2011 - hmm. hello?
06.27.2011 - a shaved head
06.04.2011 - oh happy day
02.21.2011 - it's time to do it. DO IT.
02.02.2011 - simple and easy
01.29.2011 - the yellow bedroom
08.16.2010 - burning sensation
07.31.2010 - i woke up.
05.21.2010 - The Pain is Back
11.05.2009 - facebookxoxo
07.05.2009 - i know what he wants
07.03.2009 - upi ,pbr ,r
06.13.2009 - blahlim.
06.04.2009 - jrtrd s yjpihjy" o fp mpy mrrf upi/
05.12.2009 - straight angle
04.17.2009 - left to do list:
04.17.2009 - sunny morning she doesn't wear a bra her tits hang loose and lovely
03.21.2009 - i bought donuts and coffee for the ghosts
03.13.2009 - jp;u ,pimysom mohjy/
03.13.2009 - -
09.06.2008 - pin cushin
08.19.2008 - diarreah banana effort on a warm sunny day:
06.16.2008 - ,sunr sd do,[;r sd s vst svvofrmy/
05.05.2008 - Dynamic Wrestling
04.03.2008 - beating drums into eggs.
04.02.2008 - a date.
04.02.2008 - photojournalism with brittany.
02.01.2008 - ,u ;rhsvu.
01.25.2008 - you mangled shit
01.03.2008 - diovofr od [som;rdd
12.10.2007 - what i took away
07.31.2007 - 3rd place.
05.29.2007 - library sex man.
04.10.2007 - property of the wake county government.
04.04.2007 - blocked.
03.23.2007 - mpnpfu eo;; jrst ,r ;rsbr yjod [;vr/
02.19.2007 - tie die.
02.19.2007 - depression dress.
02.16.2007 - no shame cliche'
02.14.2007 - the month of april.
02.10.2007 - orange.
02.06.2007 - purple green marker face.
01.28.2007 - I am fine.
01.02.2007 - sinking sinking sinking.
12.21.2006 - under the sheets my desire sleeps.
11.27.2006 - onion orgasm.
11.22.2006 - the worst and the best
11.19.2006 - heavy saucepan to the head.
11.19.2006 - if i had not sat next to you i would feel so much stronger now
11.19.2006 - holding it down.
10.29.2006 - more children and airplanes.
10.29.2006 - post-pre-post
07.20.2006 - jostle.
07.17.2006 - after.
07.17.2006 - before.
07.13.2006 - translation.
06.30.2006 - the volume controller.
06.18.2006 - who wants you?
06.09.2006 - 9122388589
05.15.2006 - riders theey come
04.12.2006 - a number of winds.
03.12.2006 - blossom of snow
03.10.2006 - quiet morning a week ago.
03.10.2006 - theatre twice.
01.31.2006 - victim, too.
01.11.2006 - nothing around me
12.28.2005 - now it's all within reach
12.22.2005 - the taste left in my mouth is constant.
12.17.2005 - there are names for these things.
12.17.2005 - glistening cunt, alone, late on this winter morning
12.16.2005 - like as you rain.
12.13.2005 - it's not serious, okay? not ever.
12.13.2005 - what i think i hear
11.13.2005 - we've overcome the shortcomings of eachother.
11.02.2005 - 1970 ballad love song. the kind where we don't get sick... we just get younger.
08.20.2005 - xanax, do you take vicodin to be your lawfully wedded flexeril??
08.18.2005 - if it's meant to be me, then why's it not me?
08.05.2005 - -
07.16.2005 - subscription to a french word lyric. (we are a limerick.)
06.27.2005 - shadow conversationalists
06.09.2005 - muddled.
06.07.2005 - sunny bedroom, close the windows and come to bed.
05.16.2005 - in training for years.
04.15.2005 - head banging
04.15.2005 - fuck you pathetic fake cunts.
04.11.2005 - -
04.10.2005 - waspy leg in the soup.
04.08.2005 - hot cheeks wrinkles
04.06.2005 - long cool nights.
03.25.2005 - -
03.07.2005 - seattle, usa.
01.30.2005 - -
10.17.2004 - -
09.02.2004 - color on color is a picture.
08.29.2004 - RRRNG RRRNG.
08.28.2004 - call me helpless.
08.26.2004 - there are words that can stick so hard. then there is time...
08.22.2004 - fleshy humor.
08.12.2004 - an exerpt from my upcoming novel about incest
08.06.2004 - short song.
08.01.2004 - -
07.23.2004 - adjust and re-adjust the skirt is too big and the top is so tight.
07.15.2004 - when he speaks i listen.
07.14.2004 - cat slime.
07.13.2004 - -
07.11.2004 - beware the things i find in the box of her belongings... a will, a song, a photograph...
07.11.2004 - it was fun and then it was over.
07.09.2004 - rechargable . expandable.
07.09.2004 - it was never there.
07.08.2004 - over it? no.
07.08.2004 - gone.
02.12.1996 - test giver / test passer YES.
02.10.1996 - caustic kissing.
06.16.2004 - same old rhythm, same old lies.
01.30.1996 - drive you crasy.
01.30.1996 - i don['t want clecver conbversation.
06.04.2004 - if she wanders, let her wonder.
05.19.2004 - ps: oh yeah and sometimes i forget things.
05.19.2004 - older : silent, black : semen.
05.18.2004 - walking humming.
05.12.2004 - item cannot be returned or exchanged.
05.10.2004 - complementary mint.
05.07.2004 - my grinder has lips so it sings:
05.04.2004 - the doctor said i'm fine.
05.03.2004 - making up for the shorthand.
04.27.2004 - Em, Gm7.
04.26.2004 - boobie marathon.
04.25.2004 - i've never put my trust in them.
04.23.2004 - i wish i could hold my head high.
04.21.2004 - this is who i am. this is what i feel.
04.16.2004 - every living, breathing thing.
04.15.2004 - sunny breezy (aka i am going to dream all day).
04.13.2004 - where'd the sun go?
04.10.2004 - some advice. and new news from the pgh homefront.
04.07.2004 - it's what i do it's what i do it's what i do i fudked kat and angie last night.
04.01.2004 - teeth fall out.
03.27.2004 - sui generis.
03.26.2004 - yesterday i had written you a letter but then i threw it out 'cause i knew i could do better.
03.23.2004 - young whore boy.
03.22.2004 - i shit in famous toilets.
03.17.2004 - the beehive.
03.15.2004 - nice.
03.15.2004 - i've never not known this much.
03.14.2004 - there are places we can go.
03.13.2004 - it's the sideburns... i'm so sure.
03.12.2004 - hahaha.
03.12.2004 - i'm a horny simple little girl who likes listening to records.
03.12.2004 - appreciate it.
03.11.2004 - it was nice touching.
03.10.2004 - i'm still blabbing about weaknesses.
03.10.2004 - ask andy.
03.08.2004 - calling my name.
03.07.2004 - humiliation infatuation.
03.05.2004 - my friend jack eats sugar lumps.
03.04.2004 - room 108.
03.01.2004 - smelling is the new hearing; perfume is the new band
02.29.2004 - boom! more people were killed today in the war!!!
02.25.2004 - get all the honesty and shove it in my face.
02.24.2004 - believe her- she's happier than it seems. so quiet and so nice.
02.23.2004 - most virtue is a demand for greater seduction.
02.22.2004 - yes. happiness can be bought. it all can be bought.
02.20.2004 - i will stop i will stop i WILL STO-O-O-P.
02.19.2004 - -
02.19.2004 - random slurry screaming.
02.17.2004 - holding myself up for a small ransom... something like a nickle.
02.12.2004 - i can't believe all these people dying every day and death still misses me.
02.12.2004 - i'm spreading to cover entire surface and all edges surrounding.
02.11.2004 - before i forget...
02.10.2004 - neuropsychologic reinforcing .
02.09.2004 - too much blow and this is what we get.
02.07.2004 - fuck i can't fucking breath somebody help.
02.05.2004 - i called you this week but towns seperate your hearing.
02.04.2004 - -
01.29.2004 - an emetic.
01.25.2004 - powerball 07.
01.22.2004 - these moments i've flushed down the toilet. aromatic shit.
01.18.2004 - he adopted me and made me shine.
01.17.2004 - in a short letter to my gyno...
01.16.2004 - tracks 2 and 4 on that one trans am cd.... they rock.
01.15.2004 - my wallet is the size of a small child. so is my fist.
01.13.2004 - note- shoot smack on saturday.
01.13.2004 - a music review.
01.09.2004 - relinquishment of something at less than its presumed value.
01.08.2004 - i dreamt ed albatross all nite long and i fucking pissed myself.
01.08.2004 - the fingers are still bouncing, pardon me.
01.08.2004 - little birds
01.06.2004 - a very non-poetic fuck.
01.01.2004 - walking perfection.
12.30.2003 - art pretentious fag whore make-believe.
12.30.2003 - inside of you and i- like spitfire.
12.28.2003 - gawdy ring made of plastic rubies.
12.24.2003 - acrobatic mind in the middle of a deck of cards.
12.24.2003 - dropping the bomb and setting the pace. x means mark- say, go!
12.22.2003 - the girl with the fascinating handwriting.
12.21.2003 - ten out of 210 images.
12.14.2003 - god there he is again.
12.11.2003 - uhhuh oh yes online oh yeah.
12.10.2003 - a buzzing memory haunting me before i can stomp my brain to bits.
12.10.2003 - teasing hair and pulling gum out.
12.08.2003 - -
12.03.2003 - a month is enough time to work on this list of resolution.
12.02.2003 - my mind is still at a pause. deep blinded hmm.
12.02.2003 - my sigh of relief.
12.01.2003 - my nod to her hate letter
11.27.2003 - i used to play the romeo and juliet soundtrack over and over on my headphones on the busride to school.
11.25.2003 - fucking myself miserably in the cold outside that door.
11.24.2003 - 1!
11.22.2003 - stripes on my face and then on yours but mostly on mine.
11.21.2003 - playing hide and go seek with a 12 inch penis.
11.19.2003 - you passed it on to me like the plague.
11.18.2003 - skinhaiku.
11.17.2003 - a knife through the chest can't be all that bad.
11.17.2003 - infinite beat.
11.15.2003 - instructions.
11.11.2003 - tattoo publishing
11.07.2003 - where is the pay off?
11.02.2003 - whore + boy = bore.
11.01.2003 - the beat around the bush.
10.31.2003 - this isn't me cooperating. this is hurting.
10.26.2003 - my mother, she constantly states those obvious things.
10.22.2003 - cha!
10.22.2003 - two years, one month, and ten days.
10.20.2003 - get a job get screwed. where is my day?
10.20.2003 - feeling awkwardly calm and happy.
10.16.2003 - songs about vampires on a midnite drive make me feel supersticious.
10.13.2003 - my motivation is not yet relinquished. hold tight. hold fast.
10.13.2003 - it's short until i say it's not.
10.11.2003 - SKIRT MAKING MORE M'ore MORe.
10.10.2003 - half a glass of suck it up and cry in the closet.
10.07.2003 - jonoah.
10.05.2003 - i should have gone straight home.
10.04.2003 - ..i'll be at work at three...
10.04.2003 - kelly kapowski
10.03.2003 - ten more days of lonliness.
10.02.2003 - lipstick, wigs, and pbr mouths...
10.01.2003 - ...and they enchored for me.
09.30.2003 - dangle the pussy at the lion's den.
09.29.2003 - they know you will never forget and that is what i am remembering
09.28.2003 - she's not as pretty as canada - let's protect the plastic.
09.28.2003 - come write it off.
09.26.2003 - and this is where it has led me... all this goss- -.
09.19.2003 - kama sutra suicide. give me a cocktail.
09.17.2003 - this constant ringing sensation.
09.16.2003 - i remember... his body had imperf-erections
09.14.2003 - five lovers.
09.13.2003 - random bullshit oh sometimes why do i write.
09.12.2003 - she didn't buy this dress for you, dear.
09.09.2003 - i woke up to a familiar voice at his door this morning.
09.07.2003 - a wrinkle in skin. here's the skinny.
09.04.2003 - a woman's place is in the...
09.02.2003 - unusual morning after.
09.01.2003 - for all the ones who never could quite get it.
08.31.2003 - funny boy.
08.29.2003 - calories from fat.
08.28.2003 - when a woman is broken, well- that is what is beautiful.
08.28.2003 - this is not mere vitamin deficiency.
08.27.2003 - video killed the pothead.
08.26.2003 - i got a postcard in the mail yesterday.
08.25.2003 - make a killing.
08.25.2003 - you and me in the car sometimes, oh how i love our magic.
08.24.2003 - i can't stop [won't stop]. this is sunday. the door that i locked last night is still locked.
08.24.2003 - the joy of nonsex.
08.23.2003 - this date is a dare. we are to play, and it is tonight, and it is not happening.
08.23.2003 - i use pond's deep pore foaming cleanser. it makes me sneeze.
08.22.2003 - look, no touching!
08.22.2003 - rip it out, tear it out...
08.21.2003 - vouloir. [voolwahr].
08.21.2003 - there's no beginning to this story, or middle.. end?
08.20.2003 - handle every situation... find the words and phrases needed for every part of your trip, arrival, and departure.
08.19.2003 - i'm gonna run, i'm gonna try. all my heart.
08.18.2003 - lollipopcock.
08.17.2003 - thom yorke called me a freak. yes that song was for me.
08.16.2003 - secret song. is this number 87?
08.16.2003 - energy drinks smell like sewers.
08.15.2003 - revive my fears.
08.14.2003 - mcdonald's has a greasy heart.
08.13.2003 - short description.
08.11.2003 - when we finally concure.
08.11.2003 - long boring list.
08.10.2003 - random friendster guy i want from ny and i am going to have my way with him this week. thanks.
08.10.2003 - you must have said something 'bout me...
08.08.2003 - the continuing saga of me not getting fucked for a while.
08.08.2003 - t-shirt slogan ideas for friday.
08.07.2003 - porchcut.
08.07.2003 - she sings like that in public,
08.05.2003 - my bum head.
08.04.2003 - dreamy dreamy dreamy p.m.
08.04.2003 - this is my mother. this is my sickness.
08.04.2003 - shape 2 fits quite nicely into hole 1.
08.03.2003 - girl sets boy on fire.
08.03.2003 - crush spazm crush.
08.02.2003 - leon and revere.
08.01.2003 - picture perfect i am lonely
07.31.2003 - drew barrymore plus seattle.
07.31.2003 - we are tourist.
07.30.2003 - typolover
07.30.2003 - true life: i live in a plastic bag.
07.29.2003 - sure, sitting. moreso standing.
07.25.2003 - strawberry cigar for a mother's aching heart.
07.23.2003 - she peeps through the smallest holes.
07.21.2003 - for ciara. for tonight, and for the nights that there will be no sleep.
07.21.2003 - woman draws love from man? i think this makes me sick. i'll shoot you again.
07.21.2003 - stepford afternoon.
07.20.2003 - phil collins can make me a boomerang
07.16.2003 - stiff relaxer
07.15.2003 - Attn: Management - Recent Customer - Credit Card Confusion
07.14.2003 - i started my period today.
07.14.2003 - qp;t4f;rwudjsknkjsdnak.wknfr/a;wlf
07.13.2003 - livejournal don't hit tha g-spot like my dear diaryland.
07.12.2003 - makeover her.
07.12.2003 - for added pleasure,
07.12.2003 - radio for the coke head.
07.10.2003 - momma's little prince.
07.09.2003 - lovely day for death
07.08.2003 - amazing results instantly!
07.06.2003 - the things i hate to write.
07.06.2003 - i can't help it- he/you/brad took over her/me/laurie.