personal note to self:

laurie. call "rob" from smiling moose.

you met him on wednesday night as you were hopelessly getting drunk in anticipation of arrival of THE ONE. yes. and he gave you ample flirtation. he bought you a drink, laurie. and his number is in your phone. call him. he is interested in the show on friday night. he is interested in you. his body his plain, his eyes are young, his age is 30. two weeks ago. he and you have parallel existances. remember. you are drunk. so remember, dear and close girl. call him on friday.

you are beautiful. you are sensual. you are in love with meredith.

another name: you forgot already. never talk to the guy who looks like jimmy at the coffee shop ever again, for you have already forgotten his name.

and you have began the liking of egg salad on white bread.

it is good food for a drunk.

and decaf coffee. go to sleep, dear soldier. go to sleep and rest your eyes.

and stop backspaceing and edidng your journal. now. top eding because you are drunk and you don't ahve to back space andy more. '

do n't do it.'

so don't do it.

yean'

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athat is how hjsutjustdrunk i am .

that is how fruink i am .

without backspaceing.

DONT GO CH|ANGING TO TRY AND LPOEASE ME "GUOVE MNEVER "LERT ME SDONTDODOWN BEVORE

I DONT SEE yuo aMNYMORE.

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and I aM GOING TO HAVE TO SEDUce| THE IMPOOSSSINLBELe.

i am .

abnd i can n't tiype when i am this drunkl

i have never tried.

UI LOVE MEREDITH I AM IN LOVE

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Y?OUI KNOW WH?YAT I AM FATTER THAN OTHER GIRLS AND BOYS AND I THINK OBESITY IS NASTY BUT I AM SEXYU.

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