it's not that i am lonely- no. just waiting. maybe just wanting. i'm not sure. no i'm really not that sure. lifetime movie network is the scene and it is another night where homecoming is more of a heartcoming and i wish my mother was awake to silently scratch my back while i fall asleep to plastic sound and lights in our box. center of att.v.ention.

there are no other reasons why i should doubt myself, but there are reasons hanging in the balance of it all: like. reasons like. um. i have reasons that i should be doubting myself, and those reasons are: yeah. reasons like.