i am glad i am not her, because if i were to feel sad i would want to go to a boy with glasses. and although he seems like a nice boy to go to if you were sad, it matters who you are when you are approaching him, but i don't feel so bad for her. i want sometimes, when i am sad, to turn to a boy who tells everyone he has a fake leg and i can't because it is dumb to. it's like accidentally driving to my high school instead of work everymorning... i don't do that. hmm.

last night was a show in gboro and a party in raleigh. these are my favorite bits:

1. robbie and my's car convo.

2. hans, matt, and jesse. i wish i was awakish when they got there. i was more just prude-lesbian-i-hate-men-ish.

3. yeah i want to kiss hans.

4. asking nick about the foursome and him having no clue, but really i just wanted to talk to him because he has glassy eyes.

5. laughing at dumb college girls.

6. ciara and i having grassy hill powwows. ciara rocks it.

7. "are they sleeping with eachother???????!?!?!"

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

8. ciara cradles OE 40

9. emily emily emily.

10.

i want to see ciara every waking hour of my life.