silent ambulance, rushing memories, bass beat, a bag of weed, screaming sounds and fast cars, bumping into my ass, touching my pussy, richard hell look-a-like. you have been declined. keyboard sex, massager messager, frat boy party hardy, lost diamand earring, bathroom cleaner and fruit flies, pinkish brown oranguitan, 'sex and lucia' the movie... see it. see it. see it. see it. omg. i want it. the by far best lover movie i have ever viewed.

this week has been my horniest week in years, and i haven't even held hands with a boy. noel and i made out semi at the berkley and it's really the coolest thing to do when we do because we just think the other is so top notch, yet there is an obvious barrier... and it's so fun because we get to share our love in that way... but the coolest part is: 1. we never go farther. 2. men drool and they can't miss it. maybe that last part isn't what makes it cool, but i still enjoy seeing their faces when they are like, 'um. yeah, so my name.. mynammeisis... did you just kiss her? unfortunately, some men can be so fucking blonde sometimes.

update: i am getting hit on appxly: 55% more than i used to now that i have long, straight hair. i am receiving %0 sex since i have allowed my bitchiness to surface from my secret lair, and i have had %200 of the average orgasm lately when i am doing myself, so i have no complaints.

there was a dream last night involving a white moon, a curdling sunset, falling and dying and falling and almost dying, and giant bubbles of oil rising to the heavens because of all of the polution and the wind was so much that i could do flips, and i thought to myself, 'is this a dream?' i was convinced it was reality.

whoops. someone forgot to go to school today. it seems she has smoked some pot and is going to read and play music. it seems she has been masturbating all morning. it seems she is irresponsible, but in actuality, she is just taking a much needed break.

sidenote to person: i was reading you too, and i will say that i am very flattered and it's okay if you fall in love with me. thanks dear.